“I didnt think you’ll understand that’s why i never told you about it”—
And if ever
I failed
to love you
at your worst,
I am sorry
for maybe
that’s when
I am also
trying
to look for
the best in me.
Have you seen it? //ma.c.a
If I could count my laughters,
was it enough to tell how happy I am?
If I could point out how many tears
had fallen from my eyes,
was it enough to show
all the pain I am hiding into?
If I could run miles away
from where I am standing,
was it enough to tell how lost I feel?
If I could write million of prose and poetries,
was it enough to tell my stories?
If only things were enough.
But sadly, there were times,
when they weren’t just
what we needed to have.
I hope you’re doing fine // ma.c.a
And all
the love
you give,
will find
its way
back to you.
And it will be
worth it.
Because
you
always
deserve it.
Hold on, Sweetie // ma.c.a
Sweetie, you deserve someone who wouldn’t turn around and run away from you once they’ve seen your flaws. You deserve to be loved fully, even for the things you seemed to hate about yourself.
Your heart breaks, Yet still, it beats // ma.c.a
